Initiation Phase

It was the year 2010- Chapter 20 where my life took a huge plummet to the bottom needing to "live life".

I'm about to take you all on a journey of the 10-year fight, tears, failures, rebuilding, pretending...the works.

Love man, dumb, no regard for myself, stupid, idiot, weak, confused, a liar, a pretender, sneaking, cheeky, sly, and easy are just a few of the words I can safely use to describe the past me.

"Dear Joshua" Letters to my future husband-my journey to desperately find love.

Many would ask why......why share?

Well.......

"The instruction you obey today creates the season you face tomorrow".