Tainted, but I found him!!!

Touch of sophistication lived a simple life, goal orientated, and wasn't going to deviate from the plan of success. The friend of a friend caught my eye; Aim set pursue! I was off again. But this one was different, a double life lifestyle wouldn't cut it this time around I needed to be a down to earth yet innocent enough type of girl.

I assumed the character which I upheld pretty well, so why does it seem like we will never make it to "let's make this happen". Why was I so smitten by him, I had to do everything to catch his attention, to make myself seem interesting, not to mention to go the extra mile to be his ideal.

My desperation to be accepted, to be wanted and loved opened a door. I was easily connived....if you do this then it would definitely put you as my top choice. What were you thinking Ms 22-year-old Kaydian?????? Why were you so simple-minded? Why did you refuse to accept your Royal crown as the daughter of the King?

Why did you settle for way less than you deserved and why did you allow yourself to be walked over?

Mr. Sir, you didn't put me as your top choice