What Really Happened?

The year 2010 was supposed to be a normal year for me, nope... Young, enthusiastic, blazing for God, and easy-going were my daily joys. I shortly learned that if you throw a jab at your enemy and turn your back feeling he is down, is a dangerous game to play.

The jab that the devil sent came tall, slick, no one I would normally gravitate to. Yet he infiltrated my mind and worked his way into my life. let me tell you this, LOW SELF-ESTEEM and LOW SELF-WORTH is a dangerous deadly combo in a relationship that is especially not sanctioned by God.

He said jump and I jumped. I began taking on his identity, forgetting my commitment to God and everything I stood for as a Christian.

The "Change" was more evident when my "Virtue" was willfully yet unwillingly given and taken. Because of this, I was now determined to live with my new choices and embrace a lifestyle I once detested.

I started living a double life, Miss goody two-shoe, mature, level headed, innocent, the good role model for many. On the other hand, I was turning into a loose cannon, willing to do anything to "keep my man".

Fast forward........ I opened a door that I didn't know how to close......